The Past

I love him one thousand days before I wrote this rant. Before, I thought he was the best guy on earth. He made me laugh, smile, think freely, and desire to improve my performance in school. I even consider him the most handsome guy on earth. Maybe because I was so in love, I practically played as the best lover for him.

My world turned upside down when I discovered that he was secretly dating with one of our common friends! Suddenly, my world feel apart as if I was lost in a treasure hunt. The sad thing is that, we already set our wedding plans. When the news of his infidelity was proven, I left him after giving him a smile. After all, crying is not the wise reaction. Now, I feel like the people around me laugh at my back knowing that I was cheated by my lover. Honestly, I could no longer smile the way I used to smile. I can no longer think freely without hating the one who betrayed me. And my performance in school was affected by what happened. However, the fact that I was heartbroken do not give him the right to make my world scramble. I stood up, picked the pieces, and start all over again. Yes, I hate him that much. But, I am willing to forget him just to see the other side of the fence. Who knows? I might be able to write a topic entitled “ Loser Ex-boyfriend”.